One more chemo....

so next week I will have my last chemo. I can feel myself getting stronger but at the same time I feel so sick and emotionally I can feel my self going into self destruct mode so to speak. I am reaching out and hopefuly that will help because no one around me really understands. Not that all of you aren't very supportive because you are and I love you for that but you think I should feel a certain way and for some reason that I am not sure of I just can't seem to do that.... I will update you after chemo next week for now I am gonna focus on tomorrow! I get to see my sisters after soooo long I am very excited about that!