So I am going to start of by giving a warning of sorts. When I chose to write about my life and my cancer I wanted my blog to be a place where I could vent about my life and my cancer, with out feeling like I was "whining" to people. Because here people can read or they can choose not to. Well what I am about to talk about some people can not "deal" with and that's ok there is a X button at the top right hand corner that you can click on if I make you uncomfortable. There's my warning :)
Thursday is my chemo day and will be only one more chemo to go after that one, so it is time to make some choices and get some information. I will have to ask the hard questions about what comes next for me. I know what I think I want and I also know that MANY people do not agree with what I want. I would like to just stop and live the rest of my life to the fullest without being sick and tired all the time. I know the consequences of this choice and that's why I am not sure if it's what I want even though I do think it's what I want. It's a hard choice to make my mind up one way or the other.... guess I will have to see what the doctor has to say.
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